i stand alone under the fig tree
bathed in patchwork shadow, the mosaic
of flies humming in my ears
a libation;
for miles there was but the sands
and this refuge, a lonely fig tree
an iambic confection at times an oracle
yet others, quietly eroded
by time;
i contemplate its parables.
firstly, the barren limbs in her final act
then bitter umbrage of the fallen
too long delayed
until they rotted before the tombs of those
mindless flies;
which is the better death
to live a life unfulfilled, empty
knowledgeable in a way that a child is kind
(that is to say
thoughtless, toothless)
meaning to do good
like whistling that echoes, until it doesn’t
or,
to be plagued by the truth
that all roads lead to somewhere, yet
once forsaken, will never again be found
and so, you stand
as i stand
cloaked in dream-like shadow, the requiem
of the flies interrupting somber thought
of obscurity;
and so on,
the figs fall, natural-like
what could have been oozing
bulbous bloody sacks beneath our toes
soaking the dirt.
a study of trees, may be the secret to life.
